living all alone without you , baby.
As Written On :Friday, June 26, 2009

well , guess its time yeaaaah ? its time for us to be apart . i'm sorry if i'm too rude at you . yeaahh . well , its my fault, ii know. but i love the way ii am and ii will stick to it. jgn pernah barubah untuk seseorang . kalaw berubah untok ke baekkan tk pe. dont change for what people want you to be .. cause in the end , they will leave you , and thts for sure. lepak nan eefarh and dydi . terfikir pulak aku .. asl mesti berubah untok org laen kalaw kte sendiri tk suke. Aku fhm ape kwn kaw nk ckp kt kaw. favour , jgn gy blek nan aku. aku fhm . and to tht , ii agree. Friends always comes ferst . They are nice , very caring for you. tapy ade pade suatu mase , dorg salah , salah terhadap ape dorg fikir psl seseorang. mayb dorg salah anggap terhadap aku . yeahh , ii totally get it. they care and dont want you to get hurt. its okeeh. Maybe what you say is right , perangai aku mcm budak kecyk . yes. ii can see tht . as for me , i'm a gerl who likes to be pampered. mayb you can ask kak nunu. what a gerl wants. love, care , to be pampered all the time and to have their love ones by their side. skrg baru aku taw sape byk sacrifice untok aku and sape yg byak slalu temani aku bile aku sedeh . you gave me high hopes on you and you left me once again. mayb still , you wont know how ii feel. to me , kaw also tk pernah berubah. you ask me to change. kaw fikir kan diri sendiri . you came to me as and when you want. you love me as and when you want and you left me as and when you want . 2 words to describe you , SELFISH AND LIAAAR :'(
its good , kaw tk pernah fikir psl perasaan org laen. as for me. ii fight for my rights ! breaking up with another guy , because of you . ii wont . ii wont do such a foolish and selfish decision . ii wanted to be with you bck and this is wht ii get ? dah bgs aku nk ngan kaw blek taw. nih pe aku dapat . tkp aku fhm. kawan lagy penting pe. brothers lagy penting. sehidop semati,jiwerh brothers buat selamenyrh ! meypeeeek uh siaaal. kaw tak tawu perasaan haty pompuan mcm mane ! maybe kwn kaw buat pon untok kebaek kan kaw eyhk ? aku kan jahaat , mcm siaaal. hisap rokok , angkat power, minom. kaw kan baek . aku kan setaaaaan. semuaaa org slh anggap aku. tkpe2. aku faham uh . hidop aku mcm sial . mati lgy bagos drpd hidop eyhk ? buat ape nk hidop kalaw org yg kte syg sekali dah tinggalkan kte and dah tkde nan kte buat selame-lamenyrh ? ii waited for someone ii love. but he was late. too late. then , a guy came to my life, ii accepted him . ii love him and use him to forget the person ii really love. then , he came back to my life saying sorry . tears rolling down the cheeks. eyes shinning with tears. she smiled widely. " at last , he came back to my life. " but then she was taken. the next day , they met . they hug each other. she hug and nvr wanting to let him go coz she can't bare to lose him once again. they started loving each other like how they used to . the next day , he ask her to call saying it was urgent. she thought it was another play . coz she remembered previous months , she called and he said , it was nth urgent and giggle. so , she call. he sounded so serious. he ask her a question. and she kept shut. he told everything. eyes were damn red . tears kept dropping from her eyes. angry , sad , dissappointed. she had high hopes . then he left her again. now , she realise. she has to move on no matter what. although tht new guy had left her. she still had to go on with life. till here, ii have to say . goodbye. thanks for everything. ii appreciate it alot , Muhammad Faridl Bin Othman. my lovely sunshine , now turns into a nightmare. :'(

; maaf kan aku atas semua kesalahan aku . ii wont regret creating a piece of song for you . ii hope you still remember tht ii wrote a song for you .

mengapa syg kaw meninggalkan ku,apakh kesalahanku kepadamu?
Faridl , oh syg ku cinta kamu . aku berjanji tk meninggal kan mu. tolong lah syg pimpin kan tgn ku . ku harap kaw akan melakukannya.
Cintaku ini ikhlas dari hati . Aku berharap kaw dpt menerima ini. Aku tahu kaw tk akan menipu dirimu dan diri ku . Ku ingin kaw jujur lah kepada aku .

read thru those lines. loves comes and goes. like when you held a person hand , the love comes. when you let go of it. the person you love will go away . my love for you is sincere. ii hope you wont lie to me. just want you to be honest , tht all. you lied , you swear but you broke it. its okeh. ii know its only for a meanwhile. goodbye love.

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Nurhayati the original,call her YATZ
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Muhammad Faridl the original,call him ARID
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Well , us? nth . just friends. not more not less. SAHABAT ajeeeh okeh? ii care for him . he care for me. kamii sentiase tolong each other :D

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