heyhey Muhammad Faridl Bin OTHMAN :D
erghh , ii forgive and forget. and sorry abt my brothers. they are overprotective. hahaha ! just love them being tht way. make me feel save and secure. kay , now , ii wanne say . sprh yg mintak break nan sprh ? arid kan ? reason being , NOTHING. kay , thts bullshit aye ? arid nk slh kan yatz psl tk dpt lepak nan kwn and stuff ? ii didnt force you to do it. YOU were the on who did tht on your own accord. so , jgn nk slh kan yatz aye ? yes, ii once said tht we are siblings and forever it will be. but like ii said , PEOPLE CHANGE. and we , zaki and me, change. we love each other. wait , wht did you say ? ARID SAYANG KAN YATZ. did ii see it wrongly or what ? kalaw syg , tak kan tinggal kan yatz ! you'll need to be patient. and at least , kalaw tk happy abt something , can tell me kan ! ii even told zaki tht ii love you and ii treat him as a bro. ii find excuses so tht ii could be with you and not him ! many guys contacted with me and said tht ii should break with you . but wht did ii say ? aku tk nk org pakse aku . aku nak arid and only him . you wont know all my sacrifices ! kaw sacrifice untok aku ? yes , ii can see tht . but ii didnt force you wht. kaw yg nk sendiri . kay , thanks. you enjoy your life aye ? arid nk sgt kn enjoy , GO ! now, i've no rights to control you . dah ludah tk kan jilat blek kan ! ii take it to my heart. to to serious ! and ii cant accept it. somehow ii hate you. but ii remembered you told me. forgive and forget. tht is what ii learnt from you since i'm with you. THANKS ALOT FOR LEAVING ME 4 DAYS BEFORE OUR ANNI. YOU ARE SO SO SELFISH !
ii once said to you . ii care for zaki like my own brother. adek mane yg shyq kan mataer more than abg dhe sendiri kan ? yes, ii love and care more than ii care and love for you . besides tht , you should understand. common sense , puhhhhleaseee !

