ex-bf said: u dun have to promise me anymore! ur promises cnt b kept! (u tkya janji i pape lagy uh! janji2 u sume tkley pakai!)remember? uu said that.
i know im in the wrong. i apologised but u said: everytyme the same thing, sorry but u do it again. then what do you want me to say? wen i didnt aplogise, u said: beyhh ii taqq ckp sorry? hww? i dun understand. cant u understand tht ive had enough of ur dhis attitude? wen u giv me problems, did i ever try to avoid u? or ignore u? NO, cos no matter wat u do, i'll still love u! its been 4-5mths since we're together, we've gone thru happy n sad moments. we've shared laughters n shed tears together! but mostlyy all we do was argue n argue. whyy? i noe its because of me! do you ever think to urself why im like this? i noe it can't always be the way tht i want! but this is just an easy job! cnt u jus fulfil my wish? jus for once! i begged u last tyme, but u didnt manage to change. yea im dissapointed, but i understand you want the way you are. haishh, now u dun hav t0 bother about me. im not hoping for dhis anymore! late night talks? not animore! kan ? you dont want me to call you kan ? kaaay , i'll try. hoping for u to go out with me again? not anymore. i tink ive controlled u wayy too much, im sry! enjoy ur lives like the way u wnt k ex-bf(: for nww, i really dun mind if u wanna put ur frens or whoever ontop of me!
Yatz bukaaan nakk saalaah kan faridl. ii understand. all of this happened because of me. Maaf kan yatz kaaay faridl. Yatz cube anggap faridl sebagai kawaaan and seorang abg bagy yatz. thanks alot for everything ygg faridl dahh buat untuk yatz. Yatz bersyukur dan berterime kasih. Yatz janji taqq ganggu hidop faridl lagy. Yatz janji taqq akan menyusah kan hidup faridl. Whatever probs ii have , ii wont tell . imy. byeee :(
As Written On :Sunday, July 26, 2009
As Written On :Sunday, July 12, 2009
heeeeeyss faridl~
eefarhh here. i'll be updating on behalf of yatz as she's not feeling well . but she keptt pestering me to updating korg peyhh blog. so , here is whartt she say ,
Assalamualaikum , Muhammad Faridl Bin Othman . Yatz mintaqq maaf byaqbyaq psl dah buat byak kesalahan pade faridl . Kini , yatz naqq ucap kan Happy Anniversary of relationship for 5 months and Happy anniversary of friendship for the 1st month . thankiew for everythinq. ii really appreciate whtever you have given me. Thanqqs for being patient with me walaupon yatz dah byaq marah faridl . thankiew byakbyak. Yatz mintaqq maaf kalaw faridl rase yatz mempermainkan faridl and i'm also sorry if you think or heard from anybody tht i've contact with any other guys behind your back walaupon Yatz taqq pernah buat mcm gytuqq. haiz.ii forgive you. forgive and forget . tuh yg faridl ajar yatz. Yatz sentiase akan ingat tuhh. harap Faridl dapat maafkan yatz atas segale nye ? ermm .. nothing much to say. i'll miss you and sorry if i've come into your life. i'll not disturb you and keep begging you for whtever. Go on with life. Enjoy your happiness. thanks to jummie , ii realise something now. Simpan kesedihan , tunjukkan kebahagiaan (: tidaqq pernah ku rase menyesal bersama mu , Faridl.
with love , ex kamuhh , Yatz Kontot.
keii babe. This is whartt she wrotee and so , i've updated . ie forgive and forget wharttever you have done to her dan Dydi pon cakap mintakk maaf kalaww dhr ade kasarhh bahase ngan kaww. akurhh pon samrhh. akurhh harap kaww dptt maaf kan yatz. erghhs , one thing to tell , she meant alot to whartteverr she've wrote . she read it out loud to akurhh ngan Dydi and she cried. maaf kan dhr. kalaww aderhh ape2 , msg hp dhr , akurhh will try to reply.
eefarhh here. i'll be updating on behalf of yatz as she's not feeling well . but she keptt pestering me to updating korg peyhh blog. so , here is whartt she say ,
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
Assalamualaikum , Muhammad Faridl Bin Othman . Yatz mintaqq maaf byaqbyaq psl dah buat byak kesalahan pade faridl . Kini , yatz naqq ucap kan Happy Anniversary of relationship for 5 months and Happy anniversary of friendship for the 1st month . thankiew for everythinq. ii really appreciate whtever you have given me. Thanqqs for being patient with me walaupon yatz dah byaq marah faridl . thankiew byakbyak. Yatz mintaqq maaf kalaw faridl rase yatz mempermainkan faridl and i'm also sorry if you think or heard from anybody tht i've contact with any other guys behind your back walaupon Yatz taqq pernah buat mcm gytuqq. haiz.ii forgive you. forgive and forget . tuh yg faridl ajar yatz. Yatz sentiase akan ingat tuhh. harap Faridl dapat maafkan yatz atas segale nye ? ermm .. nothing much to say. i'll miss you and sorry if i've come into your life. i'll not disturb you and keep begging you for whtever. Go on with life. Enjoy your happiness. thanks to jummie , ii realise something now. Simpan kesedihan , tunjukkan kebahagiaan (: tidaqq pernah ku rase menyesal bersama mu , Faridl.
with love , ex kamuhh , Yatz Kontot.
keii babe. This is whartt she wrotee and so , i've updated . ie forgive and forget wharttever you have done to her dan Dydi pon cakap mintakk maaf kalaww dhr ade kasarhh bahase ngan kaww. akurhh pon samrhh. akurhh harap kaww dptt maaf kan yatz. erghhs , one thing to tell , she meant alot to whartteverr she've wrote . she read it out loud to akurhh ngan Dydi and she cried. maaf kan dhr. kalaww aderhh ape2 , msg hp dhr , akurhh will try to reply.
As Written On :Tuesday, July 7, 2009
heyhey .
just wanne say , thanks for dropping by at rc . to lepaqq with us. walaupon mcm skejap . ermm .. kay , ii was shocked to see you ? yatz ingatkn arid dah taqq naq contact yatz agy. but then you came. goshhh ! imy like , 123456789.. blablabla ! sorry ii didnt talk to you . haiz! ii was totally blanqq. mintaqq maaf byakbyak. thankiew eyhqq psl sudi lepaqq nan kte. next time come again kayy ? kalaw leii hari2. ii miss the old days. lepaqqing together. o0kehh , pprh pichet nips ! hahaha. bye sahabat ku yg tersayaaaang.
just wanne say , thanks for dropping by at rc . to lepaqq with us. walaupon mcm skejap . ermm .. kay , ii was shocked to see you ? yatz ingatkn arid dah taqq naq contact yatz agy. but then you came. goshhh ! imy like , 123456789.. blablabla ! sorry ii didnt talk to you . haiz! ii was totally blanqq. mintaqq maaf byakbyak. thankiew eyhqq psl sudi lepaqq nan kte. next time come again kayy ? kalaw leii hari2. ii miss the old days. lepaqqing together. o0kehh , pprh pichet nips ! hahaha. bye sahabat ku yg tersayaaaang.
As Written On :Friday, June 26, 2009
well , guess its time yeaaaah ? its time for us to be apart . i'm sorry if i'm too rude at you . yeaahh . well , its my fault, ii know. but i love the way ii am and ii will stick to it. jgn pernah barubah untuk seseorang . kalaw berubah untok ke baekkan tk pe. dont change for what people want you to be .. cause in the end , they will leave you , and thts for sure. lepak nan eefarh and dydi . terfikir pulak aku .. asl mesti berubah untok org laen kalaw kte sendiri tk suke. Aku fhm ape kwn kaw nk ckp kt kaw. favour , jgn gy blek nan aku. aku fhm . and to tht , ii agree. Friends always comes ferst . They are nice , very caring for you. tapy ade pade suatu mase , dorg salah , salah terhadap ape dorg fikir psl seseorang. mayb dorg salah anggap terhadap aku . yeahh , ii totally get it. they care and dont want you to get hurt. its okeeh. Maybe what you say is right , perangai aku mcm budak kecyk . yes. ii can see tht . as for me , i'm a gerl who likes to be pampered. mayb you can ask kak nunu. what a gerl wants. love, care , to be pampered all the time and to have their love ones by their side. skrg baru aku taw sape byk sacrifice untok aku and sape yg byak slalu temani aku bile aku sedeh . you gave me high hopes on you and you left me once again. mayb still , you wont know how ii feel. to me , kaw also tk pernah berubah. you ask me to change. kaw fikir kan diri sendiri . you came to me as and when you want. you love me as and when you want and you left me as and when you want . 2 words to describe you , SELFISH AND LIAAAR :'(
its good , kaw tk pernah fikir psl perasaan org laen. as for me. ii fight for my rights ! breaking up with another guy , because of you . ii wont . ii wont do such a foolish and selfish decision . ii wanted to be with you bck and this is wht ii get ? dah bgs aku nk ngan kaw blek taw. nih pe aku dapat . tkp aku fhm. kawan lagy penting pe. brothers lagy penting. sehidop semati,jiwerh brothers buat selamenyrh ! meypeeeek uh siaaal. kaw tak tawu perasaan haty pompuan mcm mane ! maybe kwn kaw buat pon untok kebaek kan kaw eyhk ? aku kan jahaat , mcm siaaal. hisap rokok , angkat power, minom. kaw kan baek . aku kan setaaaaan. semuaaa org slh anggap aku. tkpe2. aku faham uh . hidop aku mcm sial . mati lgy bagos drpd hidop eyhk ? buat ape nk hidop kalaw org yg kte syg sekali dah tinggalkan kte and dah tkde nan kte buat selame-lamenyrh ? ii waited for someone ii love. but he was late. too late. then , a guy came to my life, ii accepted him . ii love him and use him to forget the person ii really love. then , he came back to my life saying sorry . tears rolling down the cheeks. eyes shinning with tears. she smiled widely. " at last , he came back to my life. " but then she was taken. the next day , they met . they hug each other. she hug and nvr wanting to let him go coz she can't bare to lose him once again. they started loving each other like how they used to . the next day , he ask her to call saying it was urgent. she thought it was another play . coz she remembered previous months , she called and he said , it was nth urgent and giggle. so , she call. he sounded so serious. he ask her a question. and she kept shut. he told everything. eyes were damn red . tears kept dropping from her eyes. angry , sad , dissappointed. she had high hopes . then he left her again. now , she realise. she has to move on no matter what. although tht new guy had left her. she still had to go on with life. till here, ii have to say . goodbye. thanks for everything. ii appreciate it alot , Muhammad Faridl Bin Othman. my lovely sunshine , now turns into a nightmare. :'(
; maaf kan aku atas semua kesalahan aku . ii wont regret creating a piece of song for you . ii hope you still remember tht ii wrote a song for you .
mengapa syg kaw meninggalkan ku,apakh kesalahanku kepadamu?
Faridl , oh syg ku cinta kamu . aku berjanji tk meninggal kan mu. tolong lah syg pimpin kan tgn ku . ku harap kaw akan melakukannya.
Cintaku ini ikhlas dari hati . Aku berharap kaw dpt menerima ini. Aku tahu kaw tk akan menipu dirimu dan diri ku . Ku ingin kaw jujur lah kepada aku .
read thru those lines. loves comes and goes. like when you held a person hand , the love comes. when you let go of it. the person you love will go away . my love for you is sincere. ii hope you wont lie to me. just want you to be honest , tht all. you lied , you swear but you broke it. its okeh. ii know its only for a meanwhile. goodbye love.
its good , kaw tk pernah fikir psl perasaan org laen. as for me. ii fight for my rights ! breaking up with another guy , because of you . ii wont . ii wont do such a foolish and selfish decision . ii wanted to be with you bck and this is wht ii get ? dah bgs aku nk ngan kaw blek taw. nih pe aku dapat . tkp aku fhm. kawan lagy penting pe. brothers lagy penting. sehidop semati,jiwerh brothers buat selamenyrh ! meypeeeek uh siaaal. kaw tak tawu perasaan haty pompuan mcm mane ! maybe kwn kaw buat pon untok kebaek kan kaw eyhk ? aku kan jahaat , mcm siaaal. hisap rokok , angkat power, minom. kaw kan baek . aku kan setaaaaan. semuaaa org slh anggap aku. tkpe2. aku faham uh . hidop aku mcm sial . mati lgy bagos drpd hidop eyhk ? buat ape nk hidop kalaw org yg kte syg sekali dah tinggalkan kte and dah tkde nan kte buat selame-lamenyrh ? ii waited for someone ii love. but he was late. too late. then , a guy came to my life, ii accepted him . ii love him and use him to forget the person ii really love. then , he came back to my life saying sorry . tears rolling down the cheeks. eyes shinning with tears. she smiled widely. " at last , he came back to my life. " but then she was taken. the next day , they met . they hug each other. she hug and nvr wanting to let him go coz she can't bare to lose him once again. they started loving each other like how they used to . the next day , he ask her to call saying it was urgent. she thought it was another play . coz she remembered previous months , she called and he said , it was nth urgent and giggle. so , she call. he sounded so serious. he ask her a question. and she kept shut. he told everything. eyes were damn red . tears kept dropping from her eyes. angry , sad , dissappointed. she had high hopes . then he left her again. now , she realise. she has to move on no matter what. although tht new guy had left her. she still had to go on with life. till here, ii have to say . goodbye. thanks for everything. ii appreciate it alot , Muhammad Faridl Bin Othman. my lovely sunshine , now turns into a nightmare. :'(
; maaf kan aku atas semua kesalahan aku . ii wont regret creating a piece of song for you . ii hope you still remember tht ii wrote a song for you .
mengapa syg kaw meninggalkan ku,apakh kesalahanku kepadamu?
Faridl , oh syg ku cinta kamu . aku berjanji tk meninggal kan mu. tolong lah syg pimpin kan tgn ku . ku harap kaw akan melakukannya.
Cintaku ini ikhlas dari hati . Aku berharap kaw dpt menerima ini. Aku tahu kaw tk akan menipu dirimu dan diri ku . Ku ingin kaw jujur lah kepada aku .
read thru those lines. loves comes and goes. like when you held a person hand , the love comes. when you let go of it. the person you love will go away . my love for you is sincere. ii hope you wont lie to me. just want you to be honest , tht all. you lied , you swear but you broke it. its okeh. ii know its only for a meanwhile. goodbye love.
As Written On :Thursday, June 25, 2009
hey HORNY . wassup ? hehehe.
weeee~ waduhhwaduhh , mate gue pedeeeh sihh , masok soaaap. hehe. pain yknow ! baek kaaan bby. SAKET ! :D well , i'm happy tht ii get to meet you . yeap. haiz .. imissyou soo much tawu. sorry tdy ii ade maki uu ferstferst kte jumpe. ii know ii was kind of rude ? :D sorry bykbyk. hehe. before you came, ii cried. when you dtg je, fuhhh ! lap airmata buat mcm normal. haha. dlm haty rindu uu gilee rabak ! b , i'm sorry ii didnt wait for you . slh ii k bby ? ii know it was TO FAST. like veryvery fast. hmm .. butbutbut , ii had a greaat time with you tady . ii hope you enjoy it to . ii dah miss you gile rabaak b ? how ? and ii love you like fuck . i'm stick to you . howhowhow ? ii tk leh lupe and lepaskan uu . and ii know , when i'm with you once again , i'll love, tkcr of you and wont let you go . sorry for wht i've done all this whileee . ii really regret bby . SORRY . byee sunshine ! love you :D
As Written On :Wednesday, June 24, 2009
yatz ? tk tggu arid ? ii did. but you wre to late. TOO LATE bby :) hmm .. ii also thought tht you said dah ludah tk kan jilat alek , means you wont accept me bck . from dere ,ii gave up with life. with you and with me as well .. ii know ii wont get you bck . so ii accepted zaki . even if ii go bck to you , will you change ? haiz ! ii waited for you . ii did. but arid lmbt sgt !
sorry arid :'(
sorry arid :'(
As Written On :Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Boooooh ! hehe. hellohello . gue maseh ngaaak boleh tiduur lagik nihh . ehhhmang nya knapa dehhh ? waduhhhwaduuh ! hehehe. step minah indon mane lak . skali ku sepak berjoget sioool . hmm .. got something to tell you. ii cant deny tht ii still miss you . yepyep. haiz. just cant get rid of tht feeling . too much memories, yknow ? you ask me if i've feelings of love for you . truthfully , yes. ii do love you . like ii said. you are half of my life. Now, half of it is gone. and i'm left with the other one. once the other one left . there'll be NONE. faham ? tk faham tkpe. but do you still love me ? answer truthfully. from my point , ii know you dont. the last time ii asked you when ii was hospitalised , " arid maseh syg kn yatz tak ? "
you said ." tak . "
ii replied , " SUMPAH ? "
you said , " sumpah , arid dah ludah tk kan jilat alek . "
cant imagine how my feelings was. it was horrible ii tell you. ii almost cant breathe . cant breathe a single air inside of me ! tears dropped. ii ask myself , " whre did ii go wrong ? " ii began to love and trust you back. but this is wht ii get. stupid right ? ii know. you've promised to live with me. where is tht promise ? YOU SWEAR to me you wont leave me. ii didnt. but you did. what's this? ii hate it when you leave me. ii love you and this is what ii deserve ? loving other guy was like another story. he was different from you . not like wht ii expected. not like you . ii prefer you more than other guys. ii like the way you were. ii know you were perfect for me. but you left me. :( 5months. to many memories. what you thought was wrong . all wrong . you should have talk things out with me.. 1 week . ii waited for you . hoping tht you'll come back to me. but no . ii was wrong , TOTALLY WRONG. you left me. with no words. no sign of you . no msges from you . no calls from you . ii know its easy for you to forget me. but forgetting you is hard . and i'll nvr do. you said you wanted to open a new book . ii gave you a chance. day by day. my love for you began to increase bck again. arid tawu tak yatz btol2 happy when it comes to our 5 mths anni ? but you left me. 4 DAYS , ARID. 4 DAYS. it was horrible for me. cried each and everyday. wanting you to come bck to my life. brothers said move on. get scoldings and stuff. but somehow ii still wanted to wait for you. i've move on , decided to go on with life . was with other guy. then , you came back saying sorry . i smiled. but brothers were to protective. ii was stubborn . wanting to talk to you . ii could not describe how much ii miss you . ii kept asking . WHY WERE YOU LATE ? ASL BARU SKRG NK CKP SORRY AND BERBAIK BALEK ? 1 week . ii waited. but you disappeared. as i'm typing right now, tears kept dropping . idk why. mayb my love for you . memories. thts all i have. with the card you gave me. 2nd mth anni. ii still kept it. sorry to say , your presents for me was burnt away . my bro burnt it . ii had to forget you . but ii cant . i'm sorry :'(
i miss you arid, i miss you tawu ?! ii hate wht you've done. BENCI TAW ? :(
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heyhey Muhammad Faridl Bin OTHMAN :D
erghh , ii forgive and forget. and sorry abt my brothers. they are overprotective. hahaha ! just love them being tht way. make me feel save and secure. kay , now , ii wanne say . sprh yg mintak break nan sprh ? arid kan ? reason being , NOTHING. kay , thts bullshit aye ? arid nk slh kan yatz psl tk dpt lepak nan kwn and stuff ? ii didnt force you to do it. YOU were the on who did tht on your own accord. so , jgn nk slh kan yatz aye ? yes, ii once said tht we are siblings and forever it will be. but like ii said , PEOPLE CHANGE. and we , zaki and me, change. we love each other. wait , wht did you say ? ARID SAYANG KAN YATZ. did ii see it wrongly or what ? kalaw syg , tak kan tinggal kan yatz ! you'll need to be patient. and at least , kalaw tk happy abt something , can tell me kan ! ii even told zaki tht ii love you and ii treat him as a bro. ii find excuses so tht ii could be with you and not him ! many guys contacted with me and said tht ii should break with you . but wht did ii say ? aku tk nk org pakse aku . aku nak arid and only him . you wont know all my sacrifices ! kaw sacrifice untok aku ? yes , ii can see tht . but ii didnt force you wht. kaw yg nk sendiri . kay , thanks. you enjoy your life aye ? arid nk sgt kn enjoy , GO ! now, i've no rights to control you . dah ludah tk kan jilat blek kan ! ii take it to my heart. to to serious ! and ii cant accept it. somehow ii hate you. but ii remembered you told me. forgive and forget. tht is what ii learnt from you since i'm with you. THANKS ALOT FOR LEAVING ME 4 DAYS BEFORE OUR ANNI. YOU ARE SO SO SELFISH !
ii once said to you . ii care for zaki like my own brother. adek mane yg shyq kan mataer more than abg dhe sendiri kan ? yes, ii love and care more than ii care and love for you . besides tht , you should understand. common sense , puhhhhleaseee !
erghh , ii forgive and forget. and sorry abt my brothers. they are overprotective. hahaha ! just love them being tht way. make me feel save and secure. kay , now , ii wanne say . sprh yg mintak break nan sprh ? arid kan ? reason being , NOTHING. kay , thts bullshit aye ? arid nk slh kan yatz psl tk dpt lepak nan kwn and stuff ? ii didnt force you to do it. YOU were the on who did tht on your own accord. so , jgn nk slh kan yatz aye ? yes, ii once said tht we are siblings and forever it will be. but like ii said , PEOPLE CHANGE. and we , zaki and me, change. we love each other. wait , wht did you say ? ARID SAYANG KAN YATZ. did ii see it wrongly or what ? kalaw syg , tak kan tinggal kan yatz ! you'll need to be patient. and at least , kalaw tk happy abt something , can tell me kan ! ii even told zaki tht ii love you and ii treat him as a bro. ii find excuses so tht ii could be with you and not him ! many guys contacted with me and said tht ii should break with you . but wht did ii say ? aku tk nk org pakse aku . aku nak arid and only him . you wont know all my sacrifices ! kaw sacrifice untok aku ? yes , ii can see tht . but ii didnt force you wht. kaw yg nk sendiri . kay , thanks. you enjoy your life aye ? arid nk sgt kn enjoy , GO ! now, i've no rights to control you . dah ludah tk kan jilat blek kan ! ii take it to my heart. to to serious ! and ii cant accept it. somehow ii hate you. but ii remembered you told me. forgive and forget. tht is what ii learnt from you since i'm with you. THANKS ALOT FOR LEAVING ME 4 DAYS BEFORE OUR ANNI. YOU ARE SO SO SELFISH !
ii once said to you . ii care for zaki like my own brother. adek mane yg shyq kan mataer more than abg dhe sendiri kan ? yes, ii love and care more than ii care and love for you . besides tht , you should understand. common sense , puhhhhleaseee !
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Hye NuRhAyAtI !!!! :)
Arid bkn tak fikir sal Yatz........but cume mase 2 i just felt tat your love to me has gone,n Arid boleh nampak yg Yatz lebih sayangkn Zaki....N now u n Zaki in a r`ship..kan2?? Yatz pernah bilang Arid yang u n Zaki will only be sibling right?? n now aper sey??dah jelas sey Yatz lagi sayangkn Zaki.....n lagi Arid tinggalkn Yatz sal because of u i cant slack wif my frens anymore...n because of u i always fight with my parent sal berbual kat fone lamer sgt just to acompany u n kill all your lonelyness......i`ve done so many sacrifice 4 u tat time cause Arid btol2 cinta n sayangkn manusia yg bername NURHAYATI......Arid masih ingat , mase kita gadoh besar Arid slalu uat kerje bodoh sey..hehehehe!! im like a stupid person sey....:P
But now u r belong to somebody ,n i will always pray 4 your happiness.....jage diri baik2 kay yatz...
Labels: i hope u can 4get about me n move on in your life yer LITTLE YATZ KONTOT :P
As Written On :Sunday, June 21, 2009
If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be. ):
kay , aku tgh boreeeed ! hahaha. okeeh . byeee freaaaks.
WTH ? :D
If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be. ):
kay , aku tgh boreeeed ! hahaha. okeeh . byeee freaaaks.
WTH ? :D
As Written On :Thursday, June 4, 2009
sweet ? yes , ii can see tht. ibu may like , love, care for him like her own son . but not me ! ii only treat abg zaki as my big brother and thts it ! comfirm . dhe cume abg ii. i'm not like ibu . ade rupe manis and stuff. am ii chasing guys and love them just because of face and how they look all this while , NO ! if you think i'll go for guys like tht , then you're wrong , totally. say whtever you wanne say , idc. Coz i know, ily and thts sincerely from the bottom of my heart . ibu may like abg now. but in the future ? ibu may hate you now but later ? mungkin ibu will see the bright sight of you . i know i'm no one to you . i understand. but somehow, i'll still support you. i'll pray hard for you and your family . harap ibu and ayah you will care and love you like how they love your big bro . insyallah b , dorg akan berubah :'( people change and i know you can do it .
all my life , i pray , i wish , i thanked to allah.
thanks for sending and letting me meet FARIDL.
thanks for hurting me and letting me feel how its like i used to hurt all my ex in the past.
sometimes i wonder , why ibu didnt go for the abortion.
if only she had gone for it , i wont be living here having all the pain and happiness.
misery in life !
thanks for taking care of me at times when i'm sick .
thank you allah , for everything, and tht goes the same to you bby.
takecare :'(
all my life , i pray , i wish , i thanked to allah.
thanks for sending and letting me meet FARIDL.
thanks for hurting me and letting me feel how its like i used to hurt all my ex in the past.
sometimes i wonder , why ibu didnt go for the abortion.
if only she had gone for it , i wont be living here having all the pain and happiness.
misery in life !
thanks for taking care of me at times when i'm sick .
thank you allah , for everything, and tht goes the same to you bby.
takecare :'(
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how sweet they are right?? haish.....i felt so2 hapi when im in zaki place.....zaki will be geting closer to yati parent,n me get all the hate from yati mum....ako sedar lah yg ako nik ader muke bdk hanyut!!tapi ako dah berubah okey??!! hanye tuhan ajelah yg tawu bertape sedih dan terguris hatiku ini.......i need true love n care......i need my mum n dad to change their thought towards me,i need my parent treat me like how my parent treat my big bro...i need them both wif me! n my last wish is to have NURHAYATI love ,care n trust bck towards me.but when time goes by i tink it is imposible to make yati parent like a person like me.......i tink lagi baek ako tinggalkn yati ,its 4 her own good.......i wish all my wish will come true ='(
As Written On :Tuesday, April 28, 2009
BLABLABLA !
sur000h onlinee je , abg pakai .
semua nyerh abg abg abg !
yelaaa . when everytime we want to chat with each other , mesti ade org yg nk gune kan nye! and who is tht person ? ABAAAAAANG !
what he actually want siaaa? want you to be far apart from me ? if tht is what he wants , boleeeeeh ! its my pleasure. i'll do anything as long as he is happy and pleased with it ! seboook shiaaaak !
no mood uh. fuckfuckfuck !
chiiiiibaaaaaai ! mother fish ! wht the freaaak shiak aku makimaki ?
tkd faedaaaah shiools ! byeee :)
sur000h onlinee je , abg pakai .
semua nyerh abg abg abg !
yelaaa . when everytime we want to chat with each other , mesti ade org yg nk gune kan nye! and who is tht person ? ABAAAAAANG !
what he actually want siaaa? want you to be far apart from me ? if tht is what he wants , boleeeeeh ! its my pleasure. i'll do anything as long as he is happy and pleased with it ! seboook shiaaaak !
no mood uh. fuckfuckfuck !
chiiiiibaaaaaai ! mother fish ! wht the freaaak shiak aku makimaki ?
tkd faedaaaah shiools ! byeee :)
As Written On :Saturday, April 25, 2009
Haaaaaiiissssh! :'(
SADNESS . sedih laa shiools . ii am ii am ii am. hmm . i'm bored. i'm sad. pluss , ! i'm LONELY. a loner . hell yeaah ! i've no one to accompany me . including BBY ! sad kan ? tapy wht to do . dhe tk leh call . i dont mind . at least he told me. i'm ohkay w it :)
i miss my bby so much ok ? andd ii l0ve him to0o. kay ! nk watch chucky. byeee . tgh seraaam niee ! hehe . ohkay , i'm talking to myself. bodoh nyeee aku .
psssst ! b , ii looooove y0u t0 the max 0oii ! :)
SADNESS . sedih laa shiools . ii am ii am ii am. hmm . i'm bored. i'm sad. pluss , ! i'm LONELY. a loner . hell yeaah ! i've no one to accompany me . including BBY ! sad kan ? tapy wht to do . dhe tk leh call . i dont mind . at least he told me. i'm ohkay w it :)
i miss my bby so much ok ? andd ii l0ve him to0o. kay ! nk watch chucky. byeee . tgh seraaam niee ! hehe . ohkay , i'm talking to myself. bodoh nyeee aku .
psssst ! b , ii looooove y0u t0 the max 0oii ! :)
As Written On :Thursday, April 23, 2009
Hey hey !
ii dont hate you . ii really dont . lagyp0n i syg u . SINCERE eyhk ?! hehehe . ikhlas drpd haty ii . ii dont mind if you want to control me or wht . i really dont . Nevertheless , ii lagy skrh . pedulikaaan ape org ckp psl kte k ? yg ii ta0 . ii nk last long with y0u . kalau y0u tk nk , ii tk kesaaaah ! u kene jgaaak last long nan ii . uu kene jgaaak kahwin nan ii ! cheeeeey , boleeeeh pakse eyhk ? hehe . haiishh . btool nanak jumpe ii ? haiishh . k laaa. who am ii to you kaaaan ? onlieee your bestfriend. hmm .. g00d luck f0r y0ur exam k ? ily !
ii dont hate you . ii really dont . lagyp0n i syg u . SINCERE eyhk ?! hehehe . ikhlas drpd haty ii . ii dont mind if you want to control me or wht . i really dont . Nevertheless , ii lagy skrh . pedulikaaan ape org ckp psl kte k ? yg ii ta0 . ii nk last long with y0u . kalau y0u tk nk , ii tk kesaaaah ! u kene jgaaak last long nan ii . uu kene jgaaak kahwin nan ii ! cheeeeey , boleeeeh pakse eyhk ? hehe . haiishh . btool nanak jumpe ii ? haiishh . k laaa. who am ii to you kaaaan ? onlieee your bestfriend. hmm .. g00d luck f0r y0ur exam k ? ily !
As Written On :Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hey hey bby .
i keep this profile private just fr us kay sayaaaaang? whenever you are angry or u nk bilaaang ii bende tapy uu takot ii marah just update hereeee kay ? dont worry . no one will see all your SINGLISH ! hehehe (:
just wanna be truthful to you. ii love you but ii dont really know if ii could last long with you . yes , ii've tried my best telling myself ii could. but each and every fiteee we had , makes me hate you like , bit by bit ? but no matter what ii still love you OKAY ?! betooool , tak tipu . SWEAR ! ii hate your sensetive-nesss ! alamaaaak. tuh tk leh angs. pleaseee change aites bby ? ii blang uu , hope you tk mrh kat kwn2 ii . one of my friend hates your attitude. ii mean the way you are jealous , the way you control me , the way you merajok with me. she hates it . pleaseee change b . ii dont want my friends to say you this and tht . ii bencii skaaaali ! i know i'm the one who started all this fights. but setiap pergadohan mesti ade sebabnyeee kan ? setiap kali ii nk baek balek nan uu , nk buat uu happy , i FAIL ! why ? coz i'm useless . i know , its like so obvious yknow ? i'm sorry coz i've failed to love you . i'm sorry if you think i've flirt bhind you. ( but actually i've never even have done it ) i'm sorry i've failed to care about you and i'm sorry coz i've failed to make you happy .
thats all . i hope after you have read this , you will try to change yourself.
; with love , bbyYATZ (:
i keep this profile private just fr us kay sayaaaaang? whenever you are angry or u nk bilaaang ii bende tapy uu takot ii marah just update hereeee kay ? dont worry . no one will see all your SINGLISH ! hehehe (:
just wanna be truthful to you. ii love you but ii dont really know if ii could last long with you . yes , ii've tried my best telling myself ii could. but each and every fiteee we had , makes me hate you like , bit by bit ? but no matter what ii still love you OKAY ?! betooool , tak tipu . SWEAR ! ii hate your sensetive-nesss ! alamaaaak. tuh tk leh angs. pleaseee change aites bby ? ii blang uu , hope you tk mrh kat kwn2 ii . one of my friend hates your attitude. ii mean the way you are jealous , the way you control me , the way you merajok with me. she hates it . pleaseee change b . ii dont want my friends to say you this and tht . ii bencii skaaaali ! i know i'm the one who started all this fights. but setiap pergadohan mesti ade sebabnyeee kan ? setiap kali ii nk baek balek nan uu , nk buat uu happy , i FAIL ! why ? coz i'm useless . i know , its like so obvious yknow ? i'm sorry coz i've failed to love you . i'm sorry if you think i've flirt bhind you. ( but actually i've never even have done it ) i'm sorry i've failed to care about you and i'm sorry coz i've failed to make you happy .
thats all . i hope after you have read this , you will try to change yourself.
; with love , bbyYATZ (:
As Written On :Tuesday, April 7, 2009
aiyooooo !
this blog seems deaaaaad ! yeaaaah , ii can see tht . hehehe ;D Well wht to do kan ? bby uhh nie tk nk post. he say he dunno wht to write, this tht this tht. well , if there's any difficulties , i'll surely help him. yeaaaah !
Talk things out with ahhBean .. ntahh . idk but her name is smthing like tht laaa. & now , i'm cool with her. ntahh if she really mean wht she said. yg abt tht liking thing , ii dont mind actually. hehe. really ! jodoh di tangan tuhan kan ? if you like him then go for it. kalao tarq , then .. ntahh? hehe ! ktrh dh leh tok w each other uh. but her and bby ? idk. i'll try to help her?
and and , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IPUUUL (: semoge kau panjang umuur & muraaah rezeki. AMIN ! yay yay. Last long with our dearest NURULkecyk ;D
this blog seems deaaaaad ! yeaaaah , ii can see tht . hehehe ;D Well wht to do kan ? bby uhh nie tk nk post. he say he dunno wht to write, this tht this tht. well , if there's any difficulties , i'll surely help him. yeaaaah !
Talk things out with ahhBean .. ntahh . idk but her name is smthing like tht laaa. & now , i'm cool with her. ntahh if she really mean wht she said. yg abt tht liking thing , ii dont mind actually. hehe. really ! jodoh di tangan tuhan kan ? if you like him then go for it. kalao tarq , then .. ntahh? hehe ! ktrh dh leh tok w each other uh. but her and bby ? idk. i'll try to help her?
and and , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IPUUUL (: semoge kau panjang umuur & muraaah rezeki. AMIN ! yay yay. Last long with our dearest NURULkecyk ;D
As Written On :Monday, March 30, 2009
ohke , hello readers!
Yatz here! i'm gonna post fr today (:
i've just created this blog & this is the ferst post . hehe. this is mine and bby's account. we share. Ktrh peh blog okayhh ? ii know tht it's a little ugly. comment all you want laaa kay ? idc. coz it really takes time to edit here and dere! so , tag alrighhht ?
, let talk abt today... nothing much laaa. ended sch at 2.45 then went to th canteen. suroh abg zaki go out w me, ade ke patot dhe kluar gytuk mcm? at last went out of sch w jun kang. yeaap yeaap. saw zaki at the opposite blk. then he teman me went to pondok. kak nunu , yan , rezza , taufiq & bby was dere too! (: happy sgtsgt nmpak bby. Hug him ! waaaahh , i miss him. So muchhh ! slack2 kt situu while waiting fr kuxy. Fatin came. then fiee too . eyhk ? then farid then blablabla.. maken byak ! tk ingat sprh. sorry guys. Few hours later , kuxy mxg me and ask to wait fr her at the letter box outside sch. hehe. funn laa. langgar2 kuxy. amcm ? saket tarq. irritating kn? arid uhh nie ! hah ;D no laaa. it's actually our idea. aiyooo ! had a great time with them. played police&thief and the future game card. haiishh ): kuxykuxy ! cheer up alrighhht ? dont give up. ii know you saket haty. just act tht nth happened k? i'll always be here fr you, love!
tht's all . lazy to type laaa. byee readers. ily (:
